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so. we leave our families, what we know. why?

to see more? experience more? what for?

i wish i could tap my heels together and everything would go back to the way it was. mom, grams, kids screaming laughing yelling talking crying dancing... chaos

i know something good will come. i hope at least.

i'm not saying my life is not good. i'm not saying that at all. i'm so thankful for what i have. i'm not even sure how i ended up with what i have, i'm lucky. oh so very lucky.

but sometimes, i can't wrap my head around why i left 165 W. Hamilton St.

well, i guess if i didn't leave, my mom would have kicked me out, but still..........

i could have tried.