yet another reason why i miss her.
i love you my baby girl.
i miss my kids!
By the time you get this - you'll be all well - your crazy life style will be in full swing and tonight will be a faded memory. Just thinking of you and how unfair life is... the people you love the most are all scattered all over and you want to share their lives but... I didn't raise any of you to be up my butt. I am so proud of each of you for branching out and trying new things. What I hate is that when you are alone - or times are tough I can't help - I am physically sick, I ache because I can't be there to care for you. I always get like this when I'm frustrated. I hurt inside when Monica got robbed - or she is sick all alone - sad - it kills me. When Lissa is struggling with the kids when they are sick or she is down - I think I can fix it. I can't!!! I just think I can. Peach traveling and being homesick - missing all of us - unsure of his decisions - it's pitiful when he calls and I can't fix it. When Michael is soooooo down I can hardly know what to do - I just pray - I ask God to hold you all up - keep you in his care. I adore each of you. I love you all for loving each other too. God Bless You. I know you'll get well super fast. I love, love, love you.
I was one lucky gal having a mom like that.