there are times that i don't think it's fair that i can't just call her up and let her know how i'm doing. let her know that i'm ok and happy and psyched on life. she would be so proud.
and there are times that i don't think it's fair that i can't just hug her and get a quick whiff of her while i'm at it. she gave the best hugs and she smelled divine. and i would just hug back smiling and smiling... shining really, knowing everything is ok. just one fucking hug, i don't think it's too much to ask.
i miss this gal.
(thank you monica for the beautiful picture of our momma)